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Name: J
Country: Antarctica
State: Tennessee
Birthday: 4/7/1975
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Interests: Dreaming.
Expertise: Apophenia.
Occupation: Research and development
Industry: Engineering


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Member Since: 11/21/2002

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Friday, March 26, 2004

Here now.

 


Monday, March 15, 2004

Every day for the past month or two I have either had a panic attack or obsessively worried that I would have one.  It's getting old.

Hope you are all well.

 


Sunday, March 07, 2004

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Singles & Beyond
By Olivia Tremor Control
Love Athena
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Ghosts...

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At the local pub last night which I stopped in to drink a couple beers with my oldest and best friend, after work which made my feet hurt but which was nice because Tori and Michelle came in to see me and enjoy the fine Japanese cuisine, an old drunken businessman turned to me and asked, "Are you guys... happy?"  I think they have about 100 kinds of beer there, which is a whole lot for such a small place.  It has a homey neighborhood atmosphere.  One of the beers they have is Monty Python's Holy Grail Ale, which is an incredibly high quality and tasty beer, like a lighter and more refreshing Merlin or Mackeson's XXX.

Donald Crowhurst.

 


Friday, March 05, 2004

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Sunlight Makes Me Paranoid
By Elefant
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Is this darkness in you, too?

Have you passed through this night?

 


Thursday, March 04, 2004

I've quit smoking for the second time.  I originally quit around August, but started again a month later.  It's been two or three weeks since I've had a cigarette.  I stopped wanting one after about five days.  I seriously do not understand why people have such a hard time not smoking.

I hardly ever drink any more, either.  Not that I ever drank excessively, but it's also been two or three weeks since I've had more than two beers at a time.  After about five days, I stopped liking the feeling of drinking more than that.

However, I'm drinking more coffee than usual.  Two cups most days, in the morning and in the evening.  That's an acceptable level, though, considering there was a time in my life way back when I was 20 that I drank four or five cups of strong coffee every single night at the coffee shop.

My level of dope smoking has remained unchanged - very small amounts once or twice a day, usually after work.

Working 5 or more days a week now, using excess cash on frivolous things like digital cable and old video games.

Thinking of abandoning the effort to write "good shit" in favor of writing epic fantasy.  Why?  Well, it'd probably be a lot easier to write and be more commercially viable.  I've reached an age where comfort seems to be the ultimate paradise.

I am reasonably certain I've not become quite as boring as I sound.  But perhaps less complicated.

 



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